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so_out_of_ideas) wrote2010-06-04 07:41 am
so_out_of_ideas) wrote2010-06-04 07:41 am
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Nightmares: The New Normal.
Okay, actually nightmares in general just are the norm around here. Usually, though, they are the same kind that I've had for years. They revolve around the same set of recurring themes, and I know exactly where they come from. Most of the time, I can even tell what triggers them.
Now, though, there seems to be a new pattern emerging: creepy, surreal, violent dreams that revolve around death, with me being thrown into completely alien (therefore disorienting) environments.
Is there a place I can lodge a complaint? I mean, really. Aren't the recurring themes I've had for the last--what? Fifteen or twenty years enough?
I know there are people on my lists who have violent abuse triggers, so I will spare everyone the details, but I'd really like it if I could, you know, go back to having dreams about my ex-husband or something. >.
Now, though, there seems to be a new pattern emerging: creepy, surreal, violent dreams that revolve around death, with me being thrown into completely alien (therefore disorienting) environments.
Is there a place I can lodge a complaint? I mean, really. Aren't the recurring themes I've had for the last--what? Fifteen or twenty years enough?
I know there are people on my lists who have violent abuse triggers, so I will spare everyone the details, but I'd really like it if I could, you know, go back to having dreams about my ex-husband or something. >.