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so_out_of_ideas) wrote2011-05-12 01:20 pm
so_out_of_ideas) wrote2011-05-12 01:20 pm
Greetings from the world beyond...
This is just to let everyone know that I am still alive. My best intentions for getting back in the swing of things with the New Year didn't exactly work out. Lucky I didn't post about them, because I'd have felt really silly.
I got hit with some brand new medical problems in mid-January that derailed everything for a while. I'm still sick, although it's more under control now. I don't have a diagnosis and I'll skip the details except to say that it's painful.
There's a bunch of other personal crap going on: fallings out with some of my closet and oldest friends, problems in my family that don't bear talking about, and a lot of trouble writing as a result.
I want to apologize to the people who'd been reading Bloodgifts for me. I haven't been able to do anything with it since February. I haven't given up. I don't abandon stories. Same goes for my Star Wars AUs and Rediscovered Hearts (If anyone is still paying attention to my Stargate stuff.) It really bothers me that if you look through my posts for the past couple of years, it seems like a constant stream of "I'm going to get back to this stuff..." and then apologies for not doing it. So, I haven't said anything until now because I kept hoping that things would clear up. That's not happening.
I don't mean to just vanish on my friends here. The thing is, I don't have anything to say when I feel this way. I don't like to talk about being sick or having personal problems all the time. It doesn't do me any good to rant and whine, and it makes the blog depressing as heck. This is where I come for fun and I haven't been having any.
For the time being, I may be posting fanvids and graphics during the spring and summer, but I don't expect fic updates. I don't even expect updates on my original stuff, although I am working on it. I miss you guys and I miss fandom. I'm just not myself and I don't like making promises to be around when I really don't know if I can keep them.
LC
I got hit with some brand new medical problems in mid-January that derailed everything for a while. I'm still sick, although it's more under control now. I don't have a diagnosis and I'll skip the details except to say that it's painful.
There's a bunch of other personal crap going on: fallings out with some of my closet and oldest friends, problems in my family that don't bear talking about, and a lot of trouble writing as a result.
I want to apologize to the people who'd been reading Bloodgifts for me. I haven't been able to do anything with it since February. I haven't given up. I don't abandon stories. Same goes for my Star Wars AUs and Rediscovered Hearts (If anyone is still paying attention to my Stargate stuff.) It really bothers me that if you look through my posts for the past couple of years, it seems like a constant stream of "I'm going to get back to this stuff..." and then apologies for not doing it. So, I haven't said anything until now because I kept hoping that things would clear up. That's not happening.
I don't mean to just vanish on my friends here. The thing is, I don't have anything to say when I feel this way. I don't like to talk about being sick or having personal problems all the time. It doesn't do me any good to rant and whine, and it makes the blog depressing as heck. This is where I come for fun and I haven't been having any.
For the time being, I may be posting fanvids and graphics during the spring and summer, but I don't expect fic updates. I don't even expect updates on my original stuff, although I am working on it. I miss you guys and I miss fandom. I'm just not myself and I don't like making promises to be around when I really don't know if I can keep them.
LC